The magic behind number 15,085

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Letter to my significant other 



How long? and it feels like the first day I saw your cute smile in that picture, even today I see and I feel so happy and it gives sense to my life, to every love song I listen, and every day I am more sure that I want it to be you, always you.

I want you to be my unconditional friend  to whom I can come running in tears and know that you will be there to hug me and dry each tear, that father between pampering and hugging will give me advice and will help me to find my way again when I feel trapped in my own mind, and I also want you to be my boyfriend to whom I can torture with my cold hands under your jacket in winter, I want you to be that person who chooses to stay with me even when you already know the one thousand demons behind my gaze. 

I want it to be you to whom I dedicate each of my days only to remind you that I love you unconditionally. Even if time passes Titanic will be our favorite movie, and we'll keep singing "my heart will go on" between whispers and kisses.
Whit you, I want to know your favorite places around the world, and protect you from lizards, eat one thousand ice cream flavors including cajeta, and take care of you every night because I know your stomach and I know you easily get sick if you eat something you do not like. I want to be your photographer. 

I want to be the one who, when you are looking at the careless sky, steals a kiss from your red lips that make me crazy and leave your face full of glitter from my lip gloss just to show you how much I love you. I want me to be the first thing who scares you every morning with my tangled hair and remind you who you are just in case you forget it because, in the same way, I know your stomach, I also know that sometimes you forget your name.

I want to be the reason you love or hate the music just because I am always singing awfully, I want us to dance the bachata together and be the most sensual couple... or the funniest one, it does not matter as long it`s by your side. 
I want to keep stealing smiles, laughs, dreams from you, because if you had the skill to see you with my eyes, you could understand the peace you give to my life, how lovely you are when you yawn, how funny is seeing you laugh. I want you to be my reason to be happy, I want you to be the owner of my drama and jealousy. I give you my arms so you feel safe, I will protect you from everybody and everything that wants to break your wings and I will create all the heavens that are necessary to see you fly so high as you have dreamt. 

And obviously, I know that it will not be cheerfulness and happiness all the time, but I won't let you go because of any stupid reason. Even I want you to be the reason for my tears for 5 minutes and after that kiss you, hug you and start a super cheesy argument to see who loves the other more. And how to skip those epic arguments where we both start to speak in our native language and in the end laugh like a pair of insane people because neither of us understands. 

I want all the good, the bad and the worst happen to us, but that it happens to us together and show to the world that together we are a super team, the SV team and that if neither time, nor distance, nor schedules could separate us, nothing in this world can do it because, as you know, we do not have it easy as ordinary couples, but our love is not an ordinary love and I did not meet you by chance, I am destined to love you, with you, I want to try it with you until we get it right, I am with you till the end, love.

With love.
Rose 


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